Trying to convey complex thoughts into simple words. How long must I hide? Hide from the rest... Of the real world that hates or seems like it's out for my very life? Sadness,hardship,Trial & pain...Is all this apart of mortal gain? Happiness is pointless. Negativity is all around. Which is easier being lifted up or getting dragged down? Answer? Pretty obvious. No need to speak? 'Cuz its times like this that make the future seem so very bleak.Bleak for some reasons so to speak. Why? Must this pain overtake. What seems to be fragile ,fragile as a simple crate. Hope at this time seems very pointless. No reason to look ahead. No I ain't crying and No I certainly ain't got nothing' to dread. Soon beyond this point I will smile. When? It'll probably take a while. In all this happiness I've made my shell. Unfortunately and fortunately that's where I will dwell. Till it's time to crawl out. Move around. Out and About. Careless... What about? Anything at this point, Crossbones,darkness anything of that sort. Why? Myself retorts. Because Ureshii is apparently some kind of life sport. Play to get it. Play harder to keep it. Sometimes you lose it so that's when you seek it. For what reason? To find yourself. (Scoffs) As if letting the sunshine in will help. It's raining, raining the way I like it. Pouring heavily with lighting striking. Thunder clapping, the wind is stronger. Insanity goes on longer and longer.(*Calm Now) Its ok now I guess. Darkness be put down and put to rest. Till next time when and why where what and which also abide. I feel now it is time to say good-bye. *Till next time "When and Why...?"

I am a very deep thinker. I tend to over-analyze things. Sometimes People call me EMO or JUST PLAIN WEIRD But I'd care less what they think. I am very poetic as you can see. I have a flirtatious nature. So If It comes off as flirting It's just the way I act so 99% of the time it's not. Trust me you'll know when I am. I also have a very fun side of me that has lots of fun and can be really funny on top of that. I tell lots of jokes. And I cant stand it when people are upset. Especially my friends So dont mess with them or me.I tend to be very mean/spiteful/hateful acting at times. Almost to the point where I make peolpe feel less than a human Being. So dont test me. I dont get upset that easily. But other than that I accept most of all friend request and I'll(with a few conditions)to talk to pretty much anyone.(If I am on).Oh yea and When you Visit Please Leave A Message; On Second thought No not please Just do it so I know that you came. If you Dont know what to say just say nice profile or some kind of stuff like that k? By the Way B4 you go. Remember this Is A No Blankity-Blanky Zone. <<-----Ya Know What I mean by that!! T_T