Anyway anyhow
You can't paint your life pink

Even with your own mind

Even with your own feelings

Life never lets you take it in your hands

That's only a trought that we can do it

Its all in our heads

Its hard not be to hard

Its even harder to let it be

Forget the past and live the future

It will always be better the next day after tomorow

Even if tomorow you will wakeup

And you will see the truth

The real you...

The real us...

The nothingness of life.

I'm going down...
Everytime i close my eyes...
I think about it over and over,
Again...
I'm stuck in a game,
The game of life, over and over,
Again...
Because it's all in my head...
I don't know, what to know,
Anymore...
I don't think, i can think,
Anymore...
I'm going down, over and over,
Again...
Is it a real pain or just a game?
Still thinking, brainwashed...
Am i? over and over,
Again?
I don't know, what should i know
I don't think, should i think?
I'm so sick, so tired...
So bored,
Over and over again.

I am sorry for all that I am
I am sorry for being nice
I am sorry for being understanding
I am sorry for being mysterious
I am sorry for being smart
I am sorry for being pretty
I am sorry for being there for you
I am sorry for being soft in my ways
I am sorry for having a gentle heart
I am sorry for letting you fall
I am sorry for not being able to stop it
I am sorry for not being stronger
I am sorry for not being able to forcible hurt you

... damned ... wicked ... doomed ... unforgiven ... evil ... life ?

Lost soul through infinity, Only at you has thought...
And you say it doesn't matter...
Because all it was ... vanished...
Like I didn't even love you...
Like all I've said are only lies...It is my fault
And I don't know what to say...
I wonder if I could change the past...
To make you happy...I cry and I nod
Surprising....I try to believe...
I think I loose... you...
But reality is too... hard...Like my pure love...
It's the first time….When I'm scared...
Because I can loose... you...
And I loose all my power...
I'm trying very hard
To make you understand...And to explain...
Because I didn't forgot... you...
But you don't let... me......To explain...
And with all those things... You keep saying... that you... Love me.

I dont know...
Maybe you
Maybe I
Or maybe not...

You are my Enigma...

You are my Mistery...

You idle in my heart

With fellings and emotions

Like a water dot...

Like an flying Crystal

Down to Earth 

Pure and always... wet.